Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Perjalanan baru!

Assalamualaikum wrt wbt...

Esok, bermulalah mukadimah perjalanan baru diri..sok, semester Spring 2007 di Vanderbilt University start.. serasa diri, sekelip mata je,dah dkat 7 bulan diri hidup di bumi USA ni..teringat plak swaktu awal2 smpai dulu, Jun 20, 2006..ah..kenangan.


Ingatkan terlalu ssh utk survive di perantauan nih..dgan persekitaran, suasana, budaya, dan bahasa yg berbeza. tmbah pulak dgn kerinduan yg membara2 pd kampung halaman, family n lebih2 lagi makanan melayu jawa (hehe..), Allah..boleh menitis airmata....but then, teringat sorang bapa sedara diri yg satu-satunya berjaya mlanjutkan plajaran ke overseas di klangan family..yg mana diri ingat swaktu raya lpas diri mengeluh sedih beraya kat US nih..dlam kad raya kirimannya die menulis, "Dear Adek, Selamat berhari raya di perantauan. Don't feel too sad. Pak Man dah melaluinya 10x...Hidup juga kan.."fikir2 balik..btul jgak..how hard can this be?:)..

credits to Pak Man..n back to reality, dh separuh freshman year diri tempuh..so far alhamdulillah ok je..:)

Erm..sbenarnya gelisah jga bila mengenangkan credit hours yg perlu diambil sem nih..18..(sbnarnya xperlu pun 18, cma diri decide amek stu subjek lebih dr org len spya xpack sgat sem2 akan dtg n klu boleh nk amek minors..) purata student amek dlam 15 ke 16..klu ade pon sgt jrang org amek 18 waktu freshman year nih..erm..xpelah..diri cuba..where there's a will there's a way..insyaAllah boleh je kot..may Allah grant strength n courage for me throughout the year, may Allah guide me through the path that I've chose, which I chose from the light He gave..nk berkongsi sket kata2 kat bawah ni..suke sngat..:)

For all the negative things we have to say to selves,
Allah has a positive answer for it.

You say: "It's impossible"
Allah says: All things are possible

You say: "I'm too tired"
Allah says: I will give you rest

You say: "I can't go on"
Allah says: My grace is sufficient

You say: "I can't figure things out"
Allah says: I will direct your steps

You say: "I can't do it"
Allah says: You can do all things

You say: "I'm not able"
Allah says: I am able

You say: "It's not worth it"
Allah says: It will be worth it

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
Allah says: I FORGIVE YOU

You say: "I can't manage"
Allah says: I will supply all your needs

You say: "I'm afraid"
Allah says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
Allah says: Cast all your cares on ME

You say: "I don't have enough faith"
Allah says: I've given everyone a measure of faith

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
Allah says: I give you wisdom

You say: "I feel all alone"
Allah says: I will never leave you or forsake you

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
Allah says: I love you


p/s: dengan lafaz bismillahirrahmanirrahim....GOOD LUCK, diri!!

2 comments:

Alia January 10, 2007 at 9:24 PM  

goodluck on your sem!! 18 credit hours..gosh. a really HUGE GUDLUCK for you.
azni, i know what your answer will be, but ill keep on asking. jom laaa balik summer!!! tak rindu rumah ke..

p/s: i love the poem. thanx for sharin it with your readers!

pencari_nur January 11, 2007 at 1:26 AM  

thanx for the wish..i hope i don't need it(the luck!) but thanx though:)..

anda ingin tau jwapannya?..kte tggu selepas pesanan penaja..teng teng teng...

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